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baby's first scan
2009-10-20 - 8:15 p.m.

Went check up today..waited god damn long.
Dr Lim is just too busy..as usual.
Went walking around and have breakfast with Wanhua while waiting..

Initially doctor was saying that he is not able to see the baby..
It really scared me out..and he asked me to relax.
He scanned again and finally found..
I was so relieved when he found..
But he tell me something that worried me.

Baby is so small!!!
He said that he is afraid it's not growing.
Because it doesn't seems 6 weeks big..which it is supposed to be.
So he had arranged me to go back again on next saturday to scan again.
I wanted to cry out while waiting for my medicine.
Hope baby is doing fine..
I am so worried..but doctor says I must keep relax and rest well..and of course not to worry so much. T.T
But I am so angry today..

I am supposed to off from Pampanga today.
But zuizui just message me say he sick then asked me to work.
I am super tired. Woke up at 7 plus to go check up.
Last night closed at 3 plus..and zuizui already went back early to rest.
He just didn't care and put me die..
Tomorrow morning still gota work..
He is really too much lor..
And I seriously think he is not really sick.
I think he played game until morning and he was too tired to come work.
I am just f-king pissed!

Gona write letter to Dearie and complain..
grrr.....

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Emo-ing..
2009-10-21 - 8:37 p.m.

Off from Pampanga today.
I am very tired.
Was emo-ing and having very bad mood swing..
Missing Dearie very very very badly..
How I wish he is here by my side now.
And will always tell me "Don't emo liao k..later we go out/eat.."
Dearie always talk to me like I am a little baby..
I like it especially..

I seriously miss him.. T.T

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