Perhaps the photo is not very clear but yes, its positive.
The straight line is a light one..but its obvious if you were to look at it physically.
I broke down..I also don't know why.
I am happy..seriously. But I am partially scared..afraid I will not be able to handle it.
And especially Dearie is not by my side now.
And when baby comes out, Dearie will not be able to witness it.
He will not be by my side throughout my whole pregnancy.
I am seriously scared..
Zuizui came to comfort me and seriously, after having a good chat with him..he assured me that it will not be a very big problem.
He will be there to help me out.
I am really so grateful to him.
And he kept making jokes to cheer me up..
Now..I am thinking of how to break this news to Dearie.
Will he be happy? Or stress?
I am so afraid he will ask me to get remove it..cos I will be so hurt.
I understand that he don't wish to pull me down..but after chatting with Zuizui, I decided to keep it.
Moreover, I am not able to risk going for abortion anymore.
Its too dangerous for me. For those who knows my story, will know why...
Me and zuizui are now thinking of names..kekex.
I wish to have a baby girl.. :)
